No I didn't waste any light or anything so lyrical...just feeling confined and restless today. That old "RUN AWAY!!" feeling is back. Happens every once in a while when I don't feel in complete control of my surroundings. Not sure what triggered it this time, but it is really hard to hide from E. He knows something is wrong, but how to explain...he ( Read more... )

Our delivery guy was late at the store today. Like hours late. So when he finally showed up, my boss said something to him about it. She didn't get bitchy just made note of the fact that he should have been there way earlier in the day. The delivery guy says...and I quote "In the words of Gandolf 'A wizard is never late; he shows up exactly when he ( Read more... )

I think that being in sales is sucking my soul. Flipping that switch to that super happy, beyond patience fake thing is too easy. Ive been doing it since I was 16 and it is so believable now that it would make you sick to see. Im not sure how to stop though.

There is no better time of year than now. My apt is decorated, mini tree put up, all the presents are wrapped (even if it was only yesterday that I got the last ones) and cards hung up from people who care ( Read more... )

The day actually went really well, I was surprised ( Read more... )

So Monday starts the first full week of classes ( Read more... )

Things right now are amazingly good ( Read more... )

I'm mostly offline until my new laptop shows up, sometime next week. The firewall is gone and I don't like to make myself too much of a target ( Read more... )

It actually wasn't that bad. Having to suspend a girl yesterday made me short a body today and that sucked ( Read more... )

I am not going back to work anymore. Everything always happens when I am there. Yesterday, I had the VP and the COO of my company on their knees crawling into my coolers to check product dates. They were in there for a good 20 min. I also had to suspend one of my girls cuz she cannot manage to get to work on time. And I felt like a total ass having ( Read more... )